Obrolan malam, kamu maunya banyak

Ah kamu banyak maunya

kekiri mau kanan mau. 

atas bawah pun juga mau.

kemana arah mau mu? 

dikeseharian, selalu peduli tentang kata 'menjadi'

jadi ini, jadi itu

raih ini, raih itu

obrolan pun jadi pusing

rasa tidak puas bikin halu

pernah kah kamu berpikir

apa sih yang dicari? 

Hello 2021! I've finally able to recover this blog after 6 years forgetting the password! 

throughout the years of adulting... I feel so chringe looking at my younger self lol 

but I feel everyone has their on phase of growing up, 

teenagers, young adult, adult 

and mine is recorded in this blog, maybe you too fellow bloggers! 

and it's nice to finally able to write again after a very long break focusing on design and drawing! It's very hard for me to write a proper article with proper structure ever since I started college 5 years ago.. then I realised the skills is necessary for my job now as a media designer!

so... I thought of practicing writing again, and let see how far my writing commitment goes....even tough not everyone are reading blog right now (most of netizen are shifting to instagram and tiktok). but yeah, if we never try, we never know right? 

and literally just now, I spotted one of my 'craving' in becoming... I 'want' to excel in writing. Things become tense when there are craving inside. But we also can't deny that we need the ambition to keep living and getting what we want right?

It's human nature to have ambition... but most of times, me (and you too, maybe) need to know how to control it, turning the craving into aspirations, where it's okay for not getting it, you have the power to open other doors too in the future! so yeah keep swimming and don't forget to be grateful of what you have now rather than keep looking up.

that's for tonight!

hope this 3.30am sharing (pretty) helpful! 

cheers!

ditt